6:27am

Can't sleep

Feeling emotions I can't put down in words

Oh well

At least it's 80 days to home.

Finally getting there. x

(Are you here?)

Letting go to let God take control

Free my anguished soul from the shackles of hatred

I need to stop stuffing myself silly. In the past 8 hours I ate... 1 banana. 3 butter croissant. Kimchi fried rice. 2
plate of chinese veg stir fry with mushroom and chicken. Laksa with veg, mushroom and chicken. Lots of choco chip cookies.

Am I a fool to believe that whatever that is meant to be, will be? That if two people are meant to be together, they will find their ways back into each others' lives no matter what happens in between or how long it takes?

First

Told myself if you care enough you would

I've been waiting on your love
Baby, for too long now
too long now
I thought that I could change you like the others
but I don't know how
don't know how

It's gonna backfire
It's gonna backfire, baby
gonna backfire
gonna backfire, baby
Told you one million times before
Yes, I'll run for it a million more